Loneliness 😢

Sometimes...
This Loneliness kills me badly🔪
I find myself in a crowd everyday👥
But still alone😔
Like everyone is a stranger to me😮
For me forever has become a myth💯
Nd happiness has become a lie🌸
No one stays actually❌
Everyone just comes😋
Makes me hppy😂
I smile to the fullest😊
Give my Best💖
And then they leave 😣
Without saying anything 🙊
or just by blaming me👈
Been sick of it😷
But used to now 💩
It affects but i need to accept it✔
That i will always remain alone.. and alone👩
#latenightthoughts📓
#tryingtolovemyself❣